Bhante Nyanaramsi’s example becomes clear to me on nights when I am tempted by spiritual shortcuts but realize that only long-term commitment carries any real integrity. I’m thinking about Bhante Nyanaramsi tonight because I’m tired of pretending I want quick results. Truthfully, I don't—or perhaps I only do in moments of weakness that feel… Read More

Beelin Sayadaw enters my thoughts during those late hours when discipline feels isolated, plain, and far less "sacred" than the internet portrays it. I don’t know why Beelin Sayadaw comes to mind tonight. Maybe because everything feels stripped down. No inspiration. No sweetness. Just this dry, steady sense of needing to sit anyway. The silence i… Read More